Something Meaningful for the Theatrical!

I just want to say

Something meaningful

Something that 

Will make you rethink

What you think about me

.

But your mind is closed

But maybe 

If  I could just say

Something meaningful

It would open

.

I want to be able 

To make the sun shine

Brighter with my words

And the world

To become kinder

.

I want to change the past

Change what has been done to you

I want to make you all 

Feel safe

And I don’t know how to do that yet

.

Because you obviously don’t 

Feel safe around me

And I don’t know what to do

I don’t know what to say

And I am afraid of making it worse

.

I dont want to come off

As one of them

When I ask

For the same thing we all want

Equality

.

And so I wont say anything

But know I still wonder

What would have changed

If I had said 

Something meaningful

.

Instead of getting

Scared and intimidated

By your words

And saying things

I shouldn’t have said

.

This is my apology

And also a plead

Given out of desperation

To make it

Better again

.

My plead is simple

But it requires a lot of thought

Tell me what

“Something meaningful”

Is to you

.

What would I

Have had to say

To make your aggression

Fade to consideration

Of your actions

.

I am not accusing

Just wishing

We hadn’t ended

On such a bad note

And I am sorry