You flinch
And look over your shoulder
And you thought you saw
But no, that would be impossible
.
It was just your reflection
Like an optical illusion
Just seeing what you wish
Was there
.
It happens again
A glimpse of a slight figure
Shorter than you
That is all too familiar
.
And maybe it was too familiar
Because you just find
Your reflection
Staring back at you
.
You turn away
And close your eyes
If you can’t see
Then your eyes can’t torture you
.
With glimpses
Of the person you wish
You were with
But that is not enough
.
A warm wind whips by
Curling around your hand
Making your hand
Grip what you hope was hers
.
But your hand closes
On empty air
That makes your heart
Pound in your chest
.
You open your eyes
And realize you are crying
As your eyes betray you
And the wind tricks you
.
You look around
The sun is bright
And the wind is slowing down
And your heart speeds up
.
You hear her voice
Another illusion undoubtedly
You still turn
And hope it all isn’t a trick
.
The sun blinds you
And the wind curls around your hands
And you hear her voice
Calling your name
.
Then it all vanishes
The wind collapsing
The voice in your head fading
And the glare from the sun shifting
.
It was just your reflection
But maybe your reflection
Is what you need
Even though it’s not her
.
You see her necklace
Around your neck
And you realize you are holding something
Her heart